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Late night thoughts

CJ Antichow
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Are the thoughts i have late at night my actual thoughts? Sometimes they’re very edgy and bold.

I feel like my late night thoughts are similar to the things you say when you’re tipsy, with little filter and unencumbered by politeness and societal norms.

That’s what it feels like to me, when I’m laying here late at night. These thoughts will dissipate by morning and the passion I feel will be very much subdued.

Sometimes I’m surprised by the things I think about my life, my family and my relationships. I need to just chill and fall asleep so I can wake up no longer feeling like I need to possibly really shake things up in my life.

An old pic of Cordelia and I, enroute to Disneyworld, 2009

7 responses to “Late night thoughts”

  1. Laura Avatar
    Laura

    I think we all have feelings like that at times, at night sometimes I can be more restless, but then again I’m up all the time since I work nights lol
    Beautiful pic 😊

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    1. CJ Antichow Avatar
      CJ Antichow

      Well thanks for normalizing it lol…if I ever up ‘n run away to join the circus or become a monk, guaranteed I will have thought of the idea late at night.

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    leturos

    We traded. I slept well last night. I usually don’t. Another nice photo.

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    1. CJ Antichow Avatar
      CJ Antichow

      Glad you slept well, I did too it was just in those few minutes when I first laid down that my brain had to go here, here, here and here. Imagining crazy scenarios. Always late at night.

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        leturos

        We interact so much here that I almost want to call you. Strange urge.

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  3. nostalgicitalian Avatar
    nostalgicitalian

    I had a night like that as well. Just weird oddball thoughts that come out of nowhere. Some of them you think, “What in the world made me think that?!”. Those nights are difficult and often come on nights where you know you HAVE to sleep.

    Wishing you a better night this evening …. Or if you can grab a nap!

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    1. CJ Antichow Avatar
      CJ Antichow

      Thankfully I did sleep after I posted this lol, maybe that was all I needed to do was get it out!

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