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Gone crazy

Describe a risk you took that you do not regret.

Eighteen or so months ago I was becoming increasingly unhappy at my job and was desperate for a change. What made things even worse was the realization that being a nurse was never part of my dharma.

Given, there can be a lot of different opportunities and places to work as a nurse, I felt I’d done most of them and was no longer interested in any of it.

I was tired of the twelve hour days/night shifts and had landed back into a Monday-Friday job in a clinic working with an OB/GYN. Which was fine. But really I just felt like a glorified secretary, getting paid a nurse’s wage. So dissatisfied.

I had applied for a job as the Manager of the homeless shelter here in town, thinking something more skewed towards social work would be ideal. But it’s hard to find a job with similar pay to what I was used to, without having to go back to school. So I turned down the homeless shelter job.

Then I bumped into an old coworker. She was teaching nursing at the college here, University College of the North, or UCN for short. She told me of a job opportunity that had nothing to do with nursing but was to teach the Healthcare Aide Program.

I jumped on it. Healthcare Aides are an integral part of healthcare yet it was not “nursey”. In my wheelhouse most definitely.

The catch was, the job was posted as a six month term and not a permanent position as they did not yet have the funding to make it permanent.

I had twenty-four years of seniority as a nurse. I had accrued vacation and seniority hours for twenty-four years. As a nurse, that’s everything. Seniority is like your ranking. You get to choose and be approved of vacation, based on your seniority.

I was near the top. I was one of the “old-timers”. So I did apply for a leave of absence so that I could keep my position, seniority hours and accrued vacation (seven weeks), in case this teaching job did in fact end after six months.

But I was denied the leave of absence.

So I quit. My coworkers thought I was insane. To give up almost a quarter of a century of seniority hours to jump into a term position and start all over. I’d had less than five years to go until I could retire. In fact my “magic 80” was May of 2028. But right before the finish line I quit the race.

I’m happy to say I absolutely love my job now. Teaching is fun. So much less pressure than being a nurse. I work in an environment where mostly everyone there, is happy to be there. There’s an energy in those walls. Nobody is sick or dying. It’s such a complete 360. Or 180. Or whatever the saying is.

My risk paid off, fingers crossed. Oh and the job did become permanent.

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My big sis Corinne & I 1998

8 responses to “Gone crazy”

  1. That’s so awesome!! Loved reading this

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    1. Thank you so much!

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  2. oh my gosh! that’s an amazing story CJ! and i’m glad it worked out the way you needed it to.

    i’m reminded by something i read about risk in that – in the beginning, it always looks murky and not secure but that’s precisely when you have to get it because when it becomes clear that it’s NOT risky that’s when jumping into it becomes the worst possible mistake.

    while i won’t put that advice into stone, it’s a perspective that i’ll always revert to if i’m ever in doubt.
    Mike

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    1. That’s interesting, I hadn’t heard of that before Mike.
      And it might be juvenile but for me there was a bit of a thrill in going against the grain and doing something that so many people considered absurd ☺️

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      1. well, you were rewarded for your convictions and that’s what counts. I wish more people were rewarded for their faith in themselves nowadays!

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  3. Bravo to you for following your (own) intuition and congratulations on the position becoming permanent! 🎉 Not easy to tune out the naysayers. A successful 180. 😁

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    1. Thanks Michele! A 180, gotcha!

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