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Yours truly, age 3

The smells are the same.  There’s dust and dirt.  There are farmers in the fields.  But the fields are different.  Trees been cut down.  Old farmhouses and yards decimated.  To make room for bigger fields.  Tractors don’t just work acres now, they work hundreds and thousands of acres.  I’m back where I grew up.  Showing my kids the backroads and the fields.  The place where their Aunty Gena and I, as teenagers, accidentally drove into a ditch and got stuck.  The place where the freshly cut down Christmas tree blew out of the back of the truck on the way home.  The place where I fell off the roof of a grainery.  The roads I used to haul grain or haul bales.  It’s a weird nostalgia.  More things have changed than stayed the same.  

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  1. Sounds like a bittersweet trip back home. What were you doing up the roof of a grainery?

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    1. Putting the lid on for Dad 🀭

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  2. Very nicely expressed, things change and are lost forever, only existing in our memories I suppose 😦

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    1. Thanks Rob, yep it’s kind of sad but what can you do?!

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      1. I know, it’s never coming back… same as where I was born, the town is growing with all these new houses and lots of money moving in. Sleepy old town is now gone. I suppose, you can only write about it in your blog, and enjoy that you have those memories πŸ™‚

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      2. I spose it’s progress eh?

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      3. ha. Really, I think we’re going backwards.

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  3. Happy Mother’s Day CJ πŸ™‚ Mike

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    1. Thanks Mike, gonna spend it driving the 7 hours north, back to Thompson ☺️

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      1. oh that’s right you went to see the folks! i hope you enjoyed. drive safe!

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  4. The saying is that we can’t go home again. We can hold on to the memories but not prevent change.

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    1. So true Mary!

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