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Junk

Boy, nothing like a tragedy to slap you in the face and bring you back to focusing on things that actually matter in your life.

The tragedy didn’t happen to me or anyone in my family but to someone I know at my job. As I said it slapped me in the face and then it punched me in the gut. It’s funny how you can feel emotional pain in a physical way.

I was going to google ‘why does your heart actually hurt when something sad happens?’ But I don’t have the time and am not in the mood.

What I do know, is all of the trivial stuff I’ve been stressing about and giving way too much time to, has shriveled up and doesn’t seem to matter. In the end it’s life that matters and people that matter.

Everything else is junk.

There used to be this grumpy old man who lived in the personal care home where I worked and he grumbled about everything, “this food is junk”, “this place is junk”. He was being serious but it cracked me up.

Everything else is junk.

My little man Sid, summer of ’22

13 responses to “Junk”

  1. i know the feeling. it really is a punch in the gut and reminds you of just how many things there are in our lives that truly deserve the title of “Important”. Mike

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    1. Actually yep.

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  2. the universe responded

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    1. It did.

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  3. A friend of mine lost his job yesterday. He’d been there 35 years, and was highly valued–and highly paid. His shock and pain at how the layoff was done, hurt me. I haven’t been able to shake it.

    There is a line between feeling someone else’s pain and taking on everyone’s pain. Sometimes, it’s difficult to know where that line is drawn.

    The photo of that little one is way too cute. I want to squeeze him.

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    1. Yes you’re so right about that Mary. Hard to know where to stop and start those feelings.
      Lol thanks, he’s my heart and soul.

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  4. sid is adorable. and it’s hard not to sweat the small stuff sometimes but hopefully, i can remember to think of the bigger picture too

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    1. Thanks Rojie ☺️

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  5. I’m sorry for your work friend, and you’re so right. Sometimes it takes a shock to realign us, although I don’t think you’re shallow at all generally. Look at that beautiful boy you pour so much love into!

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    1. Thank you Stephanie, appreciate that ☺️

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