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Psychotic for Christmas

What’s the kindest thing someone has done for you?

One time probably six-ish years ago I had a bad cold and couldn’t stop coughing. I don’t take cough syrup or cough medicine of any kind because one of the ingredients in most of them, pseudoephedrine, makes me psychotic.

When I say psychotic I mean unjustifiably angry and hostile to everyone around me. I experienced this a couple of times in my late teens and chalk it up to the cough/cold medicine I had taken.

One time it happened on Christmas Eve and I’ll never forget the odd feeling of wanting to murder everyone in my family as we sat around the Christmas tree enjoying some yummy appetizers and visiting. I remember asking my Mom, when will this feeling go away? When will this stuff wear off? It was awful.

So anytime I am sick, it’s Tylenol or Advil (just the plain stuff, not the cough or cold type) and then I suck on a throat lozenge like Halls or Fisherman’s Friends.

So back to the story, this one night I couldn’t stop coughing and wasn’t getting much sleep because of the coughing. Clint, without even telling me, got up around 2 am and went to the only 24 hour convenience store and came back with some throat lozenges so I could get some sleep.

Now when I think back, though it was generous of him to do that (I would probably never do it for him), he was probably wanting me to get some sleep so that he could get some sleep.

Don’t mind my messy/greasy af hair, this was last night at 10:47 pm…still so light out!

6 responses to “Psychotic for Christmas”

  1. I hadn’t heard of Fisherman’s Friends. Is that a Canadian brand? There’s an old song by Thomas Dolby with a line about Coldrex, a cold medication they have in Britain. The song was “Weightless” on The Golden Age of Wireless. I think it went like this:

    Big hunk of carrot cake

    Blueberry milkshake

    Fist full of Coldrex

    Won’t erase the empty feeling in Lizzy’s heart

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    1. Maybe it is a Canadian thing lol, i never thought about it!
      I think the line in the song might work for me personally if i took Coldrex lol, but not in the same way as Lizzy 😂

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      1. You were probably about 5 years old when the album came out. I loved Dolby, especially his songs on history. His mood could be quite dark and depressing, but still very good and educational. I really like “Budapest by Blimp.”

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  2. 🙂 your hair looks great CJ. so cool that you guys have light at 10:47. now that is something i can definitely live with. Mike

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  3. also, this is why i take the standard DayQuil stuff. that pseudoephedrine is strong stuff!

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  4. I know it’s not meant to be funny, but thought of a teenager sitting around on Christmas, wanting to murder their entire family cracked me up. Relatable!

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