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Only fools

What color(s) matches your mood today? And why?

I’m finding it hard to focus this morning on what I want to write because Sid is home due to a school in-service, also Cordelia and Baby RR are here at the moment, getting ready for work/daycare, so there are way more distractions than usual.

The skies are gray, it’s been raining nonstop for two days. Pretty cold as well, only a few degrees above freezing. Hopefully we don’t see snowflakes at this rate.

I’d like to say the colours that describe my mood are bright pink/yellow/blue/purple but honestly that’s not so.

Actually if you put those colours on a piece of paper and smeared them all around with your hands, that might be the correct description.

Busy, messy.

One thing that comforts me, (besides all the wonderful blessings I currently have in my life and should be more grateful for), is Billy Joel. I’ve had Vienna on repeat in the car all week.

Satisfaction is something I struggle with. Never feeling satisfied. Billy Joel says “only fools are satisfied”, so that makes me feel better.

Big bro took little bro golfing last week, I love their relationship so much 🙂

7 responses to “Only fools”

  1. I’m kind of all over the place too today. I hope the sun comes out up there. happy Friday!Mike

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    1. That makes me feel better Mike, so thanks ☺️
      Happy Friday 🥳☀️☀️☀️☀️☀️

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  2. Thank you for sharing this honest moment. It really captures that “busy, messy” feeling when everything is happening at once and focus is hard to find.
    Even so, it’s lovely how you still notice small anchors like music and gratitude in the middle of it all.

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    1. Thank you!

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  3. Glad you found a song to you through! That one has an interesting backstory in the very long Billy Joel documentary. He kind of makes peace with his long estranged father in Vienna.

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    1. Oh really?! Hmm maybe i should make a point of watching that this summer!

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  4. we get little rain

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