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Psychotic for Christmas

What’s the kindest thing someone has done for you?

One time probably six-ish years ago I had a bad cold and couldn’t stop coughing. I don’t take cough syrup or cough medicine of any kind because one of the ingredients in most of them, pseudoephedrine, makes me psychotic.

When I say psychotic I mean unjustifiably angry and hostile to everyone around me. I experienced this a couple of times in my late teens and chalk it up to the cough/cold medicine I had taken.

One time it happened on Christmas Eve and I’ll never forget the odd feeling of wanting to murder everyone in my family as we sat around the Christmas tree enjoying some yummy appetizers and visiting. I remember asking my Mom, when will this feeling go away? When will this stuff wear off? It was awful.

So anytime I am sick, it’s Tylenol or Advil (just the plain stuff, not the cough or cold type) and then I suck on a throat lozenge like Halls or Fisherman’s Friends.

So back to the story, this one night I couldn’t stop coughing and wasn’t getting much sleep because of the coughing. Clint, without even telling me, got up around 2 am and went to the only 24 hour convenience store and came back with some throat lozenges so I could get some sleep.

Now when I think back, though it was generous of him to do that (I would probably never do it for him), he was probably wanting me to get some sleep so that he could get some sleep.

Don’t mind my messy/greasy af hair, this was last night at 10:47 pm…still so light out!

36 responses to “Psychotic for Christmas”

  1. I hadn’t heard of Fisherman’s Friends. Is that a Canadian brand? There’s an old song by Thomas Dolby with a line about Coldrex, a cold medication they have in Britain. The song was “Weightless” on The Golden Age of Wireless. I think it went like this:

    Big hunk of carrot cake

    Blueberry milkshake

    Fist full of Coldrex

    Won’t erase the empty feeling in Lizzy’s heart

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    1. Maybe it is a Canadian thing lol, i never thought about it!
      I think the line in the song might work for me personally if i took Coldrex lol, but not in the same way as Lizzy 😂

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      1. You were probably about 5 years old when the album came out. I loved Dolby, especially his songs on history. His mood could be quite dark and depressing, but still very good and educational. I really like “Budapest by Blimp.”

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      2. I don’t think I recognize it no ☺️

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  2. 🙂 your hair looks great CJ. so cool that you guys have light at 10:47. now that is something i can definitely live with. Mike

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    1. Thanks Mike ☺️
      I knowww i love these long days so much!!! Makes me not wanna go to bed! And in winter i’m ready for bed by 8 pm lol

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  3. also, this is why i take the standard DayQuil stuff. that pseudoephedrine is strong stuff!

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    1. It’s awful 😬

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  4. I know it’s not meant to be funny, but thought of a teenager sitting around on Christmas, wanting to murder their entire family cracked me up. Relatable!

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    1. Lol ikr?! Any other day but Christmas 😂

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    2. Just what I was thinking

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  5. So the sweetness of your words reached me today 😀. My dad had hallucinations from pain medication that worked well on me. The future of medicine 💊 ✨️ according to grad school, is to be able to give medications according to our unique genetic code. I would hope, if we get there, that our privacy policies will be updated.
    Thought of you, several times, because of your encouragement to be consistent in posting. I am an encourager by nature😀. #Blessings!

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    1. Awe thank you so much ☺️

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  6. Made a repost of your post 📫. Thank you for sharing the happenings of your life, with us 😊

    Daily Posting 🙂

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    1. Really?! Wow thank you so much ☺️

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      1. Lately, I’ve been meditating on the benefits of our online community. I have been uplifted by several of your posts 📫 😀

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      2. Thank you so much ☺️

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  7. i still can’t believe that it’s so light out there! love the pic with you wearing glasses

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    1. Yep it’s so cool and by 4 am sky is getting light where the sun is coming up!

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      1. I wish that would happen here!

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  8. I actually do the same thing. I’m a fan of Ricola Max Throat Care (Honey Lemon). When it gets really tough, I take two tablespoons of honey right before bed.

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    1. Yes the lozenges work so well i find!

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      1. Absolutely, though the last time, I went through a whole bag in one day.

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      2. Yes and so much sugar lol, (well at least in the Halls brand)

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      3. I never check the sugar content of those things, but I probably should. When you are sick, you just want it to go away.

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      4. I feel like when you’re sick is one time you don’t need to worry about sugar lol, although i do go to sleep with a lozenge inside my cheek which is probably not good for my teeth 😬

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      5. I’m more concerned about you choking, but then again, I do the same thing. 😂

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      6. Lol i’ve been doing it for decades, haven’t choked yet!

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      7. That’s good then.

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  9. Beautiful photo! I giggled at how you admitted you wouldn’t do it for him. lol.

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    1. ☺️

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  10. Almost 11? Wow, and definitely can’t tell if anything not great was going on with your hair. 🙂 I hope that’s the case for me when I get on zoom calls. ha

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    1. Yes 11! It’s sooo awesome 🤩
      Almost makes up for the super short daylight hours in winter, almost ☺️

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